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I think i almost broke down today
Current Mood: fat (just ate dinner)Currently Listening to: My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dione (Titantic)
Current Thought: I'm never going to finish all my work by friday =(
Today was a weird day. I set my alarm off at 10:30 but i had woken up at 8:30 by felita who like randomly knocks on my door and asks for the stats book or something and then she comes back in and asks for 2 dollars... oh man i was soo drugged, sorry felita and also well underdressed .. how awkward moreso for me because i had to get up and go get my wallet to give her 2 dollars haha. Yeah anyways went back to bed then at 9 i heard like the door bell and my first thought was silly girl forgot something but it was my mum at the end, argh anoying i just want to sleep! ahha, yeh anyways i did manage to get back to sleep and yeh it was a good sleep!! haha loved it before having to wake up and go to uni. Yeh anyways i suspect why im soo tired because i was talking to the haileybury boys pretty late last night and i was really drained that night as well haha. Ohh welll moving on...
Yehh when i got to uni i had stats lecture and yeah Saana reminded me of the maths assignment that is due in .. die die die, oh my gosh im going to do it tomorrow before i come home i think since i don't have psychology lab ^^ yay. I don't know then later i did some assessments with felita and will and james and i don't know i didn't do so well for one of them and i was soo sad, i don't know why.. usually i just look at it and go 'oh well yeh who cares' but today i was quite sad about it. Later going to campus centre i had a really strong sensation just to break down and actually start crying... lucky i didn't because how awkward would it of been but yehh, i don't know even writting this now is making me sad =(. I think it's all this workk and stuff thats getting to me im getting stressed and i feel like everyone around me is doing so well and like my world is starting to fall a bit because im not fast enough or smart enough to keep upp. argh!! Yehh i saw Kristine, Amy, Sam, Lambert, Catherine and yehh started talking to them and kinda shook it off and it cheered me up heaps =). Yeah although it was pretty hard first because amy .. being amy tends to say a lot of things and i just couldn't be stuffed to handle all her crap today but yeh just try to play along regardless. Kristine brought me ice-cream sooo yeh i was happy ahhah im such a little boy, icecream cheers me up ahah! Oh yeh before i had to go to psychology lecture i saw esther oh my goshh that made my day seriously just to see her, touch her, hug her omgg i really needed a hug yehhhh thanks estherrrr!!!
All during psychology lecture i just wrote notes to Judy and yeh as usually filled up a whole page ahhah, and yeh the lecture was so boring i don't even know whats going on anymore and thats pretty bad haha i can see myself doing worst this semester then last i mean last semester i actually tried to take notes now i just don't bother =(. Then right, felita and james and judy and i decided to wag the last hour and go to the pool room where omg so many people were and it was fun! haha. Yeh saw like Lambert, Monica, Kevin, Sam, Jeremy, Sidney, Henry, Jason, and like heaps more haha it was cool. So yeah played a few games and such and yeh very enjoyable =)
Anyways randomly yeh at the bus station i was with a few people and stuff and yeh this like well James (haileybury) came up with like a few other people and some random girl was like 'Hey ur Tim! i know u, from the internet' and i was like thinking whoa .. okay haha a bit spooky but nah she seems like a cool person. Anywayss i really should stop noww ahha maybe i'll start crying in my room but no im going to resist and do my biology essay.. which quite possibly has potential to make me cry anyways ahha.
laters.
On Tuesday, August 05, 2008 at
7:28 PM
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Im so uncool I really don't know what to say here anymore. Lately I've been feeling lost and I wish that I wasn't. I used to think that if you followed the rules and played it cool then everything will work out in the end, but now I really don't give a stuff about that, I'm all for just having fun and going with the flow and who knows where it will take me. I guess you can say I've changed a lot, my first year of university was amazing and to be honest I've learnt a lot about myself and sometimes I think It's better to not know what you don't want to know
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