Everything I ask for
I'll wear my heart on my sleeve ♥
I feel like I'm losing myself and it's starting to scare me
A new beginning a new change, the life of tim.
I need a place to express myself, this is my escape
Stress is bad
Current mood: a little stressedCurrently Listening to: Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
Current Thought: bio essay
Okay guys im so sorry for not consistently blogging but yehh i just feel so tired all the time now these days to keep blogging and yeah .. ahha, oh well starting to blog again now. Lets see, Hmm.. well a lot of stuff has happened from the last time i've blogged but it would be impossible to blog aobut it all but yeh just got to say a lot of my friends have been very sad and emo these days and it makes me sad because i don't want them to be sad =(, hmm yeh just personal, friendship, relationship problems and such and yehh aww i hope it all works out for them all. I've been really happy these recent days and yehh it doesn't really help but i feel happy besides the school work thats now piling on at uni.. argh, i don't know how im going to finish it but yeh my goal today is to try to do my bio essay actually not try i will at lease do 200 words please!! ahah. The essay is only 800 words so if i do 200 words that means i've done 1/4 of the essay... ahha actually i sincerly doubt i will even make 200 words it's just soooo boring to start or do anything.
Hmmm what was i actually going to blog about, oh yes thats right. blog topic of today is "the amazing change of people". How many of you guys have actually stopped and paused and actually thought really hard if you have changed as a person. Hahah i know it's hard and probably a really stupid questions because generally when people go 'oh you've changed' the common response is just 'what! no i haven't! u suck' lol ahaha. well anyways i've been thinking and now i've come to the conclusion that everyone changes no one stays the same. However, there are good changes and bad changes, it becomes bad when i feel like 'whoa i don't even know you anymore' yehh that quite sad, actually i don't think i would of minded if i kept in touch more often with these people but i suppose what was i expecting i don't see half my high school friends at all anymore, and yehh what can u do? You know what, my guy friends in year highschool right from the beginning like year 7, i regret that we weren't a much tighter group to begin with. Like my other group in highschool we still hang out and such and when we catch up we can talk about anything and such, but i feel with my jr.high friends that even when we talk it's really shallow talk and yeh =(, hmm... makes me wonder yeh i don't think i was ever too tight with them. But their all still really nice and friendly people i suppose =).
Anyways moving on, i also have another thing to write about.. ahah i just typed it up but then i deleted it because yeh i don't think i want to blog the second point up haahha! oh well, lets end here with some random points
- Peter ur soo mean don't let me play with ur i-phone hahah! jkjk
- thanks anthony for the chocolate at max brenner
- I want more milkshakes with judy and felita!!
- Kaitlin! we need to see each more at uni since u left to jons lifegroup =(
- Hahah thanks Allen for the poker money ahah.
- Stop being sick Kevin!! ur going to infect everyone haha
- I think Andrew and Robbie are spooke alike ahha
- I love you Esther!!
On Saturday, August 02, 2008 at
1:01 PM
About me
Im so uncool I really don't know what to say here anymore. Lately I've been feeling lost and I wish that I wasn't. I used to think that if you followed the rules and played it cool then everything will work out in the end, but now I really don't give a stuff about that, I'm all for just having fun and going with the flow and who knows where it will take me. I guess you can say I've changed a lot, my first year of university was amazing and to be honest I've learnt a lot about myself and sometimes I think It's better to not know what you don't want to know
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